In the Time of Madness

Posted by: amellie 2 years, 3 months ago

In the Time of MadnessI always feel like I am totally blind when it comes to the history of Indonesia, my own country. When I was a kid, History was my least favourite subject. I hated it so badly for we had to memorise all those confusing names and years. I buried my knowledge about Indonesian history so deeply that I don’t think I’m now able to remember anything about it. I hardly watched any news, not even read any newspapers! I was so ignorant. I entirely excluded myself from those valuable information, perhaps because you know… high school.. playing.. flirting (LOL) haha. Not until I graduated from High School that I started to become aware about what’s happening in the outside world; the conflicts, politics, wars, etc. Now I regret that I’ve missed so many historical events that happened in Indonesia. From the May Riots, the fall of Suharto’s regime, the ethnic conflicts, to the East Timor’s separation from Indonesia. All those happened within very short times.

That’s why I decided to read more books about Indonesia. I’m particularly interested in the current events, those that happened between the year 1996 to present. I chose to read foreign books because I believe that censorship still exists in our country. And I’m glad that I found this book titled In the Time of Madness: Indonesia on the Edge of Chaos written by Richard Llyod Parry who is a British foreign correpondent. In this book, he focused on three main events took place from 1997 until 1999: the Dayak and Madurese conflicts, the fall of Suharto, and the independence of East Timor. Although I haven’t finished reading this book, I’m quite enthusiast to share about his accounts and experiences regarding the conflicts in Borneo. The first thing that came out of my mind after reading about the Madurese vs Dayak violence was: did it really happen the way it was described in the book??

The Dayaks are the indigenous people inhabit the great island of Kalimantan. Although Dayaks in the old days lived in longhouses, pierced their penis with metal pins, and famously practiced headhunting, many of them nowadays are becoming urbanised. The Madurese are originated from Madura, a dry island off the northeastern coast of Java. They are famously known for bull racing competitions and their sickles as weapons. Madurese are those people who always proud to maintain their culture wherever they go. They have a great solidarity among their people and sometimes they would do anything to defend other Madurese no matter how good or bad they are. As a result of transmigration program applied by our government, many Madurese nowadays live outside their island, in Sumatra or Kalimantan. Although I, myself, never have a Madurese neigbour, I’ve heard many people complaining about them. I seriously have no idea how bad they are, but I think it’s mostly a common stereotype. As Parry described in the book:

The Madurese, I had heard several times, were ‘the Sicilians of Indonesia’; educated Jakartans smiled wearily and shook their heads when they spoke of them… I had heard them blamed for church burnings, attacks on Christians, and several riots during the election campaign. Everywhere they settled, the Madurese had become the neighbours that nobody wanted.

The tensions, fights, and violence attacks between Dayaks and Madurese had been breaking out for years. The most widely-known events occurred in 1999 and 2001, but in reality, the ongoing clashes had started in 1996, when local media had a limited press freedom under the old and nasty former ‘King of Corruption’ Soeharto.

It had begun at the very end of the previous year in a town called Sanggauledo, close to the border with Malaysian Sarawak… At some point during the course of the evening, two Dayak women had been bothered by a pair of Madurese boys. A fight broke out, the Madurese brandished their sickles, and a young Dayak, the son of the local village head, was stabbed. Scared and outnumbered, the Madurese took refuge in the local military outpost, where a delegation of Dayaks quickly presented themselves, demanding that the two be handed over. The soldiers refused, so they walked to the nearest Madurese enclave and set it on fire. ‘Nine hundred and ninety-eight houses were burned,’ Budi said. ‘Some of them were completely destroyed.’

I’ve heard about burnings and killings between the two groups, but one thing I didn’t know about these clashes was headhunting and cannibalism that were still practiced by them!!

The Dayaks took the bodies and cut their heads off with mandau. Then they cut open their backs and pulled out the hearts, and they ate the hearts and drank the blood. Page 44

… On New Year’s Day, he [Father Andreas - a Dayak] was in the town square when a crowd of a thousand Dayaks returned from one of their expeditions. ‘They were wailing like Indians in a Western, “Whoo-woo-woo-woo.” One of them was carrying a head, and another guy came up to me holding something that looked like a piece of tongue. He said, “This is a heart,” and raised it to his mouth and started eating it in front of my face.’ Andreas mimicked the action of someone ripping a lump out of a piece of meat. ‘It was dark red, but there wasn’t a lot of blood on it. It wasn’t fresh.’ His droopy grin was wider than ever. Page 43

…I asked what happened when the Dayaks returned from an attack on a village. ‘They brought back bags of heads. The heart, they eat directly. The idea is that it should be still fresh. A fresh heart has different power from lungs, and lungs are different from stomachs. Even the blood. From children to old people to babies, no exceptions at all. Four thousand of them, all beheaded with mandau. Yes, it is remarkable.’ Page 33

I felt so sick, I felt like vomiting. I couldn’t imagine that these things happened in my country. It’s terrible, sickening, horrible. How could a human do this to other humans?? Where were the police, soldiers, and army? Where was our government???? I don’t even know whether the story of ‘human eating human’ was publicised in Indonesia. If it wasn’t, then certainly the government did a pretty good job to cover this up :(.

Besides those firsthand and secondhand reports, Parry also witnessed the horror in Kalimantan; dead bodies without hearts and heads on the roads, Dayaks carrying bags of human’s heads, and the boys playing with a head of a dead man on an oil drum. One day when he was in a sate stand, a tall man who held the stick of “grey, fibrous, partly cooked meat” smiled to him and asked him to eat it. The man and the other boys laughed. They ate the meat and said “Delicious. Like chicken.”

… I thought about how easy it would be to take the meat, and to eat it. I thought about the animals which I had eaten over the years: horse, dog, monkey, snake, snail, slug. I remembered in particular the monkey, which had been grilled over a fire in a jungle village. Its meat had been tough and gamey, but afterwards I had seen a relic of it: a simian right arm, hand and portions of a ribcage. The skin was charred, but patches of fine grey fur were still visible and the hand had ten delicate fingernails, like the nails of a newborn baby. How far was a monkey from being a human? How close was I to being a cannibal? My dreaminess deepened as I pondered the consequences of my actions in the next two or three seconds: I, a cannibal…

Oh my God… I could not imagine if I was in his position!!!! Soooo scary…! Do you believe that these cannibals existed during the conflicts???

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    alay commented

    hehe.. jadi juga!

    Posted on September 26th, 2006 @ 8:55 pm
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    duck commented

    masa sih sampe segitunya?? maksudnya yang dipenggal palanya,, terus dibelah punggungnya dan diambil “heart” nyah…
    ga banged deh kayaknya.. aku yang disini ga pernah denger berita kaya gitu kok…
    tapi ga tau lagi sih kalo berita2 yang ada disini juga udah ditutupin..
    ihh… sereeem deh bukunya itu,,..

    Posted on September 26th, 2006 @ 10:01 pm
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    Sally commented

    hey, maaf lahir batin jg yah..wah keren ni blog barunya..lebih canggih..hehe
    buku itu lo beli dimana si mel? dijual disini gak..? kyanya critanya serem bgt jadi bikin image orang indo kesannya brutal dan biadap gt deh kl dibaca orang asing..gw punya temen orang madura n kalimantan banyak tp mreka baek2 aja ah..jd pengen baca gw bukunya..

    Posted on September 26th, 2006 @ 10:43 pm
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    mbu commented

    and that’s why most of Indonesian people don’t like to talk about the ‘real’ situation in their countries..

    but anyway, we’ve still thankful that in most of our cities, we’re more peaceful than how it’s looks like..

    Posted on September 26th, 2006 @ 11:08 pm
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    Amalia Sanusi

    duck: kalo soal di penggal kepalanya, itu udah jadi berita internasional… contohnya, di BBC. Nah yg perlu dipertanyakan ini acara makan memakan sesama manusia… merinding gw..

    Sally: Gw percaya manusia gak semuanya jahat, banyak malah yg baik. Terlepas dari bener ato tidaknya buku ini, gw yakin kalo org2 yg berani melakukan violence ini adalah org2 kampung yg blm bisa berfikir dgn benar… mereka mungkin masih sangat tradisional, masih percaya ama ajaran nenek moyang jaman bahela. Org2 kampung kan juga amat sangat mudah dipengaruhi.. mereka ‘iya’ aja.. tanpa mengetahui sebabnya apa… Oh iya, soal bukunya gw dapet dari mana, loe pinjem aja di Brisbane City Council Library… :). Gw pinjem dari situ soalnya.

    mbu: agree with you!!! why do we have to hide everything??? why do we have to pretend to be alright when everything surrounds us is a disaster? i don’t get it!

    Posted on September 26th, 2006 @ 11:40 pm
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    Oskar Syahbana commented

    Heya Amellie! Nice design you got here. Made it your self? Got some talents ;)
    Anyway, on the contrary, I really love history! I don’t like the names or the years though, but I particularly like the politics behind histories

    Posted on September 27th, 2006 @ 2:31 am
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    sally commented

    ooh di library city..wah bole tu kapan2 gw minjem ah hehe..cm gw tu kadang sayang waktunya kl mau baca buku..hahaha kan bs gw pake utk baca textbook instead xD *pdhl tu textbook jg jarang gw baca ahaha

    Posted on September 27th, 2006 @ 4:19 am
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    Dessy commented

    OMG.. i never knew about this!! Anyway, gua tinggal di jordan hampir 5 tahun (1994-1999). Bokap gua wktu itu kerja di KBRInya. Wah loe grow up-nya di Jeddah ya? Gua pernah kesana sekali pas mo naek haji. It’s a nice place! i’d luv to visit it again

    Posted on September 27th, 2006 @ 5:29 pm
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    Tina commented

    How are you, hon? Nice new page you have here.. I really love this theme! Sooo nice.

    Missed you..

    Posted on September 28th, 2006 @ 4:23 am
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    meiy commented

    aku dgr selintas ttg kebiadaban ini. tapi yg nulis emang saksi langsung? hiii ngeri amit…

    aku udah ubah link baru kamu mel…met puasa ya…rada berat disana ya, sabaar :)

    Posted on September 28th, 2006 @ 3:02 pm
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    iFa commented

    dead scary!!!
    i read once about cannibalism and i just don’t get it: how could human do such crazy thing?? ugh..

    thank God I’m living in a peaceful surrounding..

    a very nice layout btw ;)

    Posted on September 28th, 2006 @ 6:04 pm
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    JaF commented

    Hi Amellie,
    I believe thing’s -no matter how tragic it is- happen for a reason. It may sound cruel but there must.. must.. be a reason for all of this.. People don’t just chop off other people’s head for no reason.

    Nice layout by the way.. :-)

    Posted on September 28th, 2006 @ 7:00 pm
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    fia commented

    sejarah Indonesia tuh sebenernya menarik..penerbit sialan emang memang membuat buku sejarah jadi tidak menarik..supaya ga penasaran kali yee..???dari cuplikan2 artikel dari majalah(lupa apa) gw dapet klo buku sejarah kita tuh banyak dimanipulasi dari sisi keheroikannya, bahkan cerita rengasdengklok pun menurut artikel trsebut sebenernya ‘agak’ salah…menarik seh tapi gw ga tertarik menelusurinya lebih jauh :D

    Posted on September 29th, 2006 @ 4:05 pm

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