totally incomplete…

Wahaha.. I’ve been listening to Backstreet Boys’s new single called ‘Incomplete’. I didn’t really like it when the first time I listened to it. But then, I listen to that song over and over again. I love it!!! Plus, I like the lyrics, esp. the chorus:

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

I chatted with fau2 today (midnight around 1 am).. I had a very interesting conversation with her, specifically about life and the existency of God. I quote her opinions here:

fau : gw sekarang berusaha mel,,, ga pgn banyak2 ktawa, seneng2
fau : paling klo jln ama tmn ya cuman ber berapa. gw takut lupa mel….
fau : gw ngerasa gw harus pay those happy things di dunia, dengan hal2 yg harus bs gw tahan di dunia juga. misalnya, apa ya….. blajar sampe mlm n srius kali. hehehe
fau : klo loe tau, tiap dtik, tiap sel dlm tubuh, tiap ion O2 yg kita hirup, kita slalu dilindungi sama Allah
fau : gw di bio tuh klo ga inget ini ilmu bs bikin gw lebih bersyukur, ga akan nerusin mel
fau : contohnya, udara kita tuh banyak bgt microorganisms yang beragam, yang jumlahnya millions and even billions, dan membawa banyak kandungan2 yang kita ga tau dari mana
fau : makanya, tiap detik, tubuh kita tuh BERPERANG melawan materi2 luar yg berbahaya mel. bayangin, war every second antar microorganisms
fau : semua udah hukum alam, diatur and kehendak Allah mel
fau : salah satu aja yg ga bekerja bener, kita bs2…….
fau : enzymes di tubuh kita kan macem2 ya mel, salah satunya aja ga ada, kita tuh bukan kita yg sekarang. rumit bgt mel, kehidupan tuh
fau : dan Allah tuh suka keindahan, semua tertata dengan baik, semua sistematis, semua seimbang
fau : tau ga mel, klo gravitasi kita tuh angkanya ga tepat, walopun hanya 0.0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000001 aja, kita ga akan bs kya sekarang
fau : salah satunya meteor di angkasa bisa tertarik ke bumi
fau : atopun keseimbangan atmosfer and lain2 bakal kacau
fau : see how forgetful we are
fau : nothing is more important than death and hereafter

I’ve never thought about this before. I did, but not as specific as what she said. But this conversation has clearly made my mind open and (hopefully) encouraged myself to do better things for God, my family, and friends. Thanks Fau, for sharing this to me!!