I haven't posted any journal for ages. My mood wasn't that good for writing. But anyway, my last 3-2 weeks have been very tough. I was very upset, stressed, and confused about all stuff going on in my life. I was angry to myself with the fact that I wasn't strong enough to face these problems. This year has been the hardest; I've never understood of what's happened to me lately — it's always been the bad and the worst. Sometimes it makes me realize that God is watching me now. He somewhat makes my life more challenging than before. This is a trial. And this trial was successful enough to bring me down. I was gonna give up. I was very disappointed. But a hope tells me to go on. The future guides me to continue.
Here I'm now… living in the middle of Brisbane, refreshing my mind of what had happened to me for the past 3 weeks. I feel better now, much better. Everything goes on pretty well, maybe because Jenny's mother is here — she helps us a lot. But there are some other things that worry me: applying student visa and starting uni. Well, yes, I'm very excited about university, but things are getting very tough because I think too much on this. I hope it'll be allright.
I'm quite "proud" of myself because I can manage to eat vegetables everyday in more than a week (coz Jenny & her mom are vegetarians). I used to hate vegetables when I was in the Elementary School. But now it becomes one of my daily routine. It makes me realize how important and healthy the vegetables are. So now I try not to eat chicken and meat very often. I don't know how long it will last, but at least I'm trying 
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I met so many people from IES last Saturday night. We had a dinner together in Chinese restaurant located in China Town. It makes me miss IES students so much.. basically they’re the closest friends i know here…
