back to normal again

I’m back again w/ my ordinary stories!! Sigh, now I’m able to keep myself “balance” after so long and after the quake & tsunamis disaster. Honestly, it has been affected me so badly. I felt so hurt inside, watching the “dead village” and hearing some bad news about my friends and teachers… some of them are still alive, but some… were among the missing people. But yeah, after one week passed, I feel better – but sadly to say that this pain will never be gone.

I start to enjoy my life this week. I went shopping w/ my mom more often; purchase a lot of stuff. It’s kinda weird that my mom becomes more generous and loyal than before. She allows me to buy clothes, shoes, accessories, and other stuff. I feel that I’m the luckiest girl in the world…
I also went to Anne’s house this week. Anne is my friend; she is basically one of the longest friend I’ve known & she is one of the closest friend too. I haven’t seen her for about a year since I study in Brisbane. We used to go to school together; We always went to the same school till we graduate from high school. Then we separated; she decides to study in KL, Malaysia, while I study in Brisbane. But it seems that she’ll follow me to bne next year, where she will have an exchange program. But she still considers this plan.
But anyhow, I had a great time with her. We had a very very long talk; I just enjoyed it. It’s been a long time that I never share stories with her. And I really miss it. I do. But she’s going to Jakarta next week. So I guess I have to wait till next year to see her again.

I don’t think I’ll be able to go out again starting from next week. I see how busy my father is; preparing for the Hajj. He goes to airport in the middle of the night, come back in the morning; then go to Mecca w/ my mom, then go home at noon. I hate to see him so busy coz I can’t really see him often and we seldom have a time together as a family. I hope this will end soon…